08.06.2009
Used to like every 8th of the month.
Eversince ....every 8th of a new month, don't seemed to be positive for me.
This morning dragging myself reporting back to work.
Didn't have a great weekend. Insomnia.

Received another expected letter AGAIN! after six months.
Going on 2months paid "garden leave".
No need to report work but I need to intensively looking for next job.

Since morning, coffee session then lunch at Aston with my fellow colleagues. Bids farewell but still stay in touch.
I think I had a impressive legend for past three years in the work society.

Carried my heavy box home. Lift under maintainance.
Climbed up the 3 storey stairs. What a day.

It's maybe a blessing in disguise since all along there is uncertainty when I am in the Company. Since we were told to move out and go on paid leave...more or less we the Ex Titanians should expected this outcome.
*Ponders* Maybe I will need to switch industry as a turning point.

Pretty moodless now, how should I feel.
But I am alright. Back to square one.

Focus back on my FTT readup.