Reveal Of A Ridiculous Truth Leads Towards Realisation

Probably if no sms sent to me. Everything gonna be real fine.
I know I am doing well in progressing in a way.
Why bother telling me the truth? I shouldn't know.
In fact, I don't wish to know. Definitely I won't feel great after knowing.
He should feel better right now after saying out.
I'm being reserved of what I really want to say out. To keep it deep down to only myself.
Please stop. I don't wanna think about it after writing out how I am feeling right now.
I want NO HURT..NO PAIN!

I am confused of what I been doing for the past two months.
Totally insane!
My egotism is playing the trick all the while.
At times my actions do not tally with my words or vice versa...what am I thinking?what am I doing? There shouldn't be anymore guiltiness about the past.

Now, I am supposed do...is to ignore and to forget.
It did affected me alil.
But there is something else more important for me to focus on than such tiny childish affair.
I'll get over it soon. Please be soon...