Feels that I had turned my life upside down.

Getting myself to nowhere.

Easily frustrated...on what is happening around me...

At times, I am in a total loss.

Is there someone to be there to help me up when I am struggling?

Letting it out may not always do any help.

I am starting to keep everything to all myself for the past one year.

Thought that I am all along doing alright, it isn't that way.

I am having a bad week.
Saturday was even worse...in a total bad mood.
Everything simply not going very right yesterday since early morning. Chaos.

Now there are many things to worry.
Driving test in a week's time...
but my instructor's one and only son just passed away suddenly, thus he's unable to help me brush up my driving skills for this week. I am hoping to get my license with one try. Please let me clear this resolution with best of luck.

Probation period gonna over soon, but my job is getting more and more hectic with the change in Organisation Chart. Having now under the Hong Kong Organisation Chart, it may not be that easy to work with new boss and nowadays Management is playing politics among them; which put us in a bad state for the Crewing Department. The world is so unfair...having race will have the privilege for promotion and having all ways to bully the locals.

Exams will be round the corner in a month's time. Rushing adrenaline...having so many things to be completed and 3 papers to prepare. And after a month receiving letter from school on having collision on assignment's content with Darling's copy on our Public Relations Module after we had been doing assignment together for the past two years.Crazy UniSIM! Just finding trouble on us, students~
Now hoping everything should be fine for the both of us without affecting our grades.

Detest my kid brother...he's getting out of my nerves. Can't stand his awful mouth with all the unwanted nonsense. Just jolly well get lost and stop meddling with my stuffs. At times, I really hope to shift out of my house. But I know I will be terribly upsetting my parents for not harmoniously staying under one roof.

So vexed for the past few days.
I guess I just have to bear with it and struggling my way RIGHT NOW!